Taken from here
If I should die before you do
When
you wake up
from death,
you will find yourself
in my arms,
and
I will be
kissing you,
and
I
will be crying.
–Richard Brautigan
I didn't die before you did.
That is the problem.
But when I wake up from death.
If I should wake.
I hope to find you.
I hope to hold you in my arms and kiss you.
Should such a thing be at all possible?
I will be crying.
That much I am certain of.
If I still have arms, a mouth and eyes.
Or any vague semblance of them.
If you are there.
I will hold, kiss and cry.
Look and look.
As best I may.
If I should wake.