Saturday, 29 August 2009

Georgina



This song was all I could hear after you died.
I don't have anything new to say.
I don't have anything of interest to say.
This is all I have.
I have thought these same thoughts every single day for the past year, every single day since you died.
I will probably think them every single day until the day that I die myself.
When all my other clumsy words have dried up.
I miss you.
I am proud of you.
I am proud to have known you.
I love you.
I hope that we will walk together again.
I hope that you will be in my arms again.
Hope is all that I can do.

18 comments:

  1. Oh I love Nick Cave. I might just crumble if I play this now.....
    Beautiful post for your beautiful girl, Catherine. I wish she was here, I really do.
    Lots of love to you.

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  2. Hi Catherine,

    It's a beautiful song, and one I have sang to myself plenty of times over recent months.

    My thoughts are with you.

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  3. Of course. Yes, exactly. In the last three lines, I am hoping with you.

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  4. "Hope is all I can do." Hoping with you. I am so sorry. Your daughters are beautiful.

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  5. Sometimes, there just are no words...

    Thinking of you and Georgina.

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  6. Your story so touched me.....I read the entire story tonight......

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  7. I hope these things too Catherine. For you, for me, and for all the others who have lost their babies. Much love to you, Georgina, and Jessica. xx

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  8. Oh Nick Cave. Genius.

    Playing Georgina's song and crying for you all Catherine. I wish I could bring you a lasagne for your freezer and a huge hug. I know it wouldn't make it better, but I wish I could do SOMETHING. SO much love to you as always, my friend. xxxx

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  9. Thinking of you and your girls.

    TracyOC

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  10. Thinking of Georgina today....

    xoxo

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  11. Catherine,
    Thinking of you today and remembering baby Georgina with you.
    This song is just so beautiful. I had never heard it before. I have been having these strange "visits" recently that I had to write about. The lyrics touched me so deeply, and thinking of you and Georgina, I added them to my post. I hope you don't mind. This song speaks to all of us missing our little ones, but to it is Georgina's song, and today (August 29th) is a day to remember her.
    Sending you much love. xo

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  12. What a beautiful post, and a heartbreaking one. I wish I could bring your Georgina back, too. I didn't know if I have it in me today to listen to this song, but it is beautiful, just like your baby girl. Sending you hugs and love.

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  13. much love to you and your girl. it's so hard... xo

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  15. Thanks for finding me. Your daughters are absolutely adorable. Losing a child is such a traumatic thing. I am so very sorry for your loss.

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  16. You're so right. Hope is all we can do. I have a lot of hope for the same things.

    Thinking of you all,
    xx

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