Part of me sits indoors, in a room made suddenly rich with pink roses. They are the most glorious flowers I have ever seen, the perfect colour, the perfect scent. Part of me sits outside in the snow. Waiting for my other daughter to come home. I'm waiting in the very spot where we said goodbye. It's going to be a long wait.
Saturday, 29 August 2009
Georgina
This song was all I could hear after you died.
I don't have anything new to say.
I don't have anything of interest to say.
This is all I have.
I have thought these same thoughts every single day for the past year, every single day since you died.
I will probably think them every single day until the day that I die myself.
When all my other clumsy words have dried up.
I miss you.
I am proud of you.
I am proud to have known you.
I love you.
I hope that we will walk together again.
I hope that you will be in my arms again.
Hope is all that I can do.
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Oh I love Nick Cave. I might just crumble if I play this now.....
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post for your beautiful girl, Catherine. I wish she was here, I really do.
Lots of love to you.
sending a hug. a big one.
ReplyDeleteHi Catherine,
ReplyDeleteIt's a beautiful song, and one I have sang to myself plenty of times over recent months.
My thoughts are with you.
Of course. Yes, exactly. In the last three lines, I am hoping with you.
ReplyDelete"Hope is all I can do." Hoping with you. I am so sorry. Your daughters are beautiful.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, there just are no words...
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Georgina.
Your story so touched me.....I read the entire story tonight......
ReplyDelete((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteI hope these things too Catherine. For you, for me, and for all the others who have lost their babies. Much love to you, Georgina, and Jessica. xx
ReplyDeleteOh Nick Cave. Genius.
ReplyDeletePlaying Georgina's song and crying for you all Catherine. I wish I could bring you a lasagne for your freezer and a huge hug. I know it wouldn't make it better, but I wish I could do SOMETHING. SO much love to you as always, my friend. xxxx
Thinking of you and your girls.
ReplyDeleteTracyOC
Thinking of Georgina today....
ReplyDeletexoxo
Catherine,
ReplyDeleteThinking of you today and remembering baby Georgina with you.
This song is just so beautiful. I had never heard it before. I have been having these strange "visits" recently that I had to write about. The lyrics touched me so deeply, and thinking of you and Georgina, I added them to my post. I hope you don't mind. This song speaks to all of us missing our little ones, but to it is Georgina's song, and today (August 29th) is a day to remember her.
Sending you much love. xo
What a beautiful post, and a heartbreaking one. I wish I could bring your Georgina back, too. I didn't know if I have it in me today to listen to this song, but it is beautiful, just like your baby girl. Sending you hugs and love.
ReplyDeletemuch love to you and your girl. it's so hard... xo
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ReplyDeleteThanks for finding me. Your daughters are absolutely adorable. Losing a child is such a traumatic thing. I am so very sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteYou're so right. Hope is all we can do. I have a lot of hope for the same things.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you all,
xx